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Tuesday, September 6, 2011

It's just not our time yet...

 It's not something we ever talk about. It's  not something many people know, but today with another great defeat and struggle I just want to admit it out loud. I want more than anything in the world to be a mom. It seems everyone around is announcing their wonderful new addition on the way. I can't ever wish bad luck to anyone else and I can honestly say I am truly happy for anyone who truly wants to be a parent and that dream becomes a reality.  But today I just want hold my own... or see those two pink lines on the stick. To smell that new baby smell, or even to wake up at 4 am to the cries of my baby boy or girl. I have to stay positive and believe is us and my dr. but today is not that day. I pray and hope... I guess its just not our time yet....
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3 comments:

  1. Lusk Family September 6, 2011 at 9:14 PM

    I know it probably doesn't help much but I know how you feel. I am here if you need to talk or need any advice. I can tell you how we finally got our angel after trying for 2 years. Your in our prayers:) keep your chin up, I know easier said then done.

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  2. Life with the Thibeault'sSeptember 12, 2011 at 3:41 PM

    Hang In there!You aren't alone. I know its hard. We tried for over a year with this little one! It's discouraging, but with a great Dr. You'll have a little one too!

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  3. AnonymousOctober 20, 2011 at 10:49 AM

    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! You're going to get thru this, I promise! Heavenly Father loves you and is going to bless you tremendously! You're destined to be a MOMMY! ♥

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